(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[0.50]TM[1800]OT[5x30 byo-yomi]
PW[White]PB[bengozen]WR[7k]BR[8k]DT[2012-09-27]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]
;B[pd]BL[1793.281]
;W[dp]WL[1789.687]
;B[pq]BL[1790.826]
;W[dd]WL[1772.469]
;B[qk]BL[1788.718]
;W[po]WL[1765.234]
;B[mq]BL[1777.648]
;W[qq]WL[1761.623]
;B[qr]BL[1756.379]
;W[qp]WL[1759.197]
;B[rr]BL[1743.133]
;W[pm]WL[1728.123]
;B[ok]BL[1730.913]
;W[qf]WL[1718.7]
;B[qe]BL[1727.576]
;W[pf]WL[1715.469]
;B[qh]BL[1713.918]
;W[od]WL[1713.741]
;B[oc]BL[1700.18]
;W[nc]WL[1708.157]
;B[ob]BL[1684.377]
;W[oe]WL[1705.015]
;B[cj]BL[1623.076]
;W[cm]WL[1695.063]
;B[cg]BL[1617.133]
;W[nb]WL[1680.577]
;B[fc]BL[1607.884]LB[re:A]C[I believe this is my first mistake. I should have played at A to solidify my position.]
;W[hc]WL[1677.241]
;B[cc]BL[1604.076]
;W[dc]WL[1670.704]
;B[db]BL[1589.444]
;W[eb]WL[1664.049]
;B[cb]BL[1586.892]
;W[ec]WL[1659.879]
;B[ce]BL[1567.179]C[This is my first big mistake. It leaves too much aji for later on. (See variation).]
(;W[fd]WL[1654.797]
;B[fq]BL[1553.19]
;W[dr]WL[1647.194]
;B[ip]BL[1532.544]
;W[mn]WL[1640.748]
;B[lo]BL[1479.191]LB[kp:A][kq:B]C[I thought this move was good in terms not getting pressed down, and I was also worried about White playing at A or B. I'm still iffy about the move though.]
;W[ln]WL[1634.557]
;B[ko]BL[1476.971]
;W[ll]WL[1630.08]
;B[mk]BL[1442.101]
;W[oq]WL[1626.22]C[I saw this move coming, but after the following sequence, I think I got pressed too low and should have added another move here.]
;B[or]BL[1419.528]
;W[nq]WL[1541.311]
;B[nr]BL[1416.198]
;W[pp]WL[1539.335]
;B[pr]BL[1413.34]
;W[mp]WL[1532.064]
;B[lq]BL[1383.988]
;W[ef]WL[1505.046]
;B[ek]BL[1335.793]C[Did not want to get capped...]
;W[em]WL[1490.136]
;B[kd]BL[1327.974]TR[qh][mk][ok][qk]C[Invaded an area that looked like was going to be a hassle. There's only one problem with this move though... the traignled group is not quite settled and still vulnerable to attack. As you'll see... this essentially costs me the game.]
;W[lf]WL[1476.912]
;B[id]BL[1295.174]
;W[lk]WL[1471.613]
;B[mj]BL[1287.92]
;W[oh]WL[1465.211]
;B[jf]BL[1253.62]LB[rg:B][rm:A]C[I don't think I should've tenuki'd here.... White clearly made an approach. I should have just made a base with A or B. (Although A would have been better.]
;W[bk]WL[1446.246]
;B[bj]BL[1248.456]
;W[mh]WL[1432.665]
;B[li]BL[1231.702]
;W[pj]WL[1428.281]
;B[qj]BL[1215.199]
;W[pk]WL[1424.361]
;B[pi]BL[1210.126]
;W[ql]WL[1405.951]
;B[oj]BL[1181.285]
;W[pl]WL[1402.334]
;B[oi]BL[1180.033]
;W[lh]WL[1300.769]
;B[ki]BL[1169.773]
;W[jg]WL[1296.653]
;B[ig]BL[1165.892]
;W[jh]WL[1294.908]
;B[ih]BL[1157.424]LB[if:A]C[For some reason, I thought the cut at A didn't work since I had a loose ladder. I realized I was wrong later on... lucky me my opponenet didn't realized it either. (See variation)]
(;W[ji]WL[1292.518]
;B[fh]BL[1130.856]
;W[hf]WL[1276.306]
;B[if]BL[1127.659]
;W[he]WL[1269.887]
;B[hd]BL[1116.806]
;W[gd]WL[1266.187]
;B[ff]BL[1105.386]
;W[fg]WL[1247.999]
;B[gg]BL[1090.919]
;W[eg]WL[1245.848]
;B[gf]BL[1090.037]
;W[ge]WL[1239.37]
;B[ee]BL[1079.939]
;W[de]WL[1231.338]
;B[fe]BL[1077.273]
;W[cd]WL[1223.906]C[Remember what I said at the beginning? Sigh...]
;B[df]BL[1048.747]C[I decided to give up the corner... but this turns out far worse than I anticipated.]
;W[eh]WL[1213.991]
;B[gh]BL[1031.381]C[I have to block here it I have any hopes of winning.]
;W[ei]WL[1211.227]LB[gj:A]TR[ek]C[So at this point... I think I should've kept it simple and played at A.  I think I was worried about a potential variation where the triangled stone would die. See variation.

Just finished the variations... verdict? Should've just played A....]
(;B[dj]BL[988.089]
;W[fj]WL[1199.19]
;B[fk]BL[980.662]
;W[gj]WL[1196.92]
;B[ij]BL[971.916]
;W[ii]WL[1190.56]
;B[hi]BL[969.7]
;W[hj]WL[1187.199]
;B[jj]BL[965.433]
;W[hl]WL[1172.459]
;B[gl]BL[898.683]
;W[ik]WL[1169.079]
;B[kk]BL[876.838]
;W[ic]WL[1149.111]
;B[jc]BL[859.577]
;W[ie]WL[1145.037]
;B[je]BL[842.128]
;W[lb]WL[1143.123]
;B[md]BL[814.946]
;W[nd]WL[1128.961]
;B[le]BL[807.795]
;W[mf]WL[1126.55]
;B[kb]BL[777.754]C[I'm in bad shape right now....]
;W[lc]WL[1117.799]
;B[og]BL[693.29]
;W[ng]WL[1114.349]
;B[ph]BL[676.867]
;W[of]WL[1109.513]
;B[nh]BL[673.574]
;W[ni]WL[1098.862]
;B[mi]BL[647.96]
;W[oh]WL[1096.921]
;B[ib]BL[643.181]
;W[hb]WL[1092.965]
;B[nh]BL[641.697]
;W[ch]WL[1077.279]
;B[bh]BL[632.608]
;W[oh]WL[1075.263]
;B[kh]BL[606.128]
;W[kg]WL[1072.389]
;B[nh]BL[604.232]
;W[dg]WL[1059.789]
;B[cf]BL[598.104]
;W[oh]WL[1057.21]
;B[lg]BL[593.843]
;W[kf]WL[1046.214]
;B[nh]BL[592.23]
;W[mg]WL[978.528]
;B[me]BL[568.229]
;W[mc]WL[964.297]
;B[ma]BL[564.221]
;W[na]WL[948.064]
;B[la]BL[560.95]
;W[pc]WL[946.592]C[Did not see this coming.... I wouldn't have played this otherwise......]
;B[pb]BL[558.51]
;W[qc]WL[945.181]
;B[fb]BL[474.412]C[I thought I was smart for doing this... I was essentilaly thinking I would reduce him down to one eye and win this.... but.... ]
;W[fa]WL[940.022]LB[ea:C][ga:A][ha:B]C[Looking back at this... I misplayed this... I should have played at A and forced white to respond at B or C]
;B[ed]BL[463.962]
;W[gb]WL[878.814]
;B[hg]BL[427.577]
;W[jd]WL[874.558]
;B[id]BL[416.717]
;W[ke]WL[864.208]
;B[ea]BL[371.98]
;W[da]WL[861.2]
;B[bd]BL[368.22]
;W[gc]WL[858.33]
;B[ha]BL[362.04]
;W[be]WL[856.285]C[Remember the aji I mentioned at the beginning?? What a pain.....My plan completely foiled....]
;B[bf]BL[350.625]
;W[bc]WL[854.706]
;B[ae]BL[348.378]
;W[bb]WL[852.943]
;B[kl]BL[308.443]
;W[km]WL[851.093]
;B[jm]BL[301.541]
;W[hm]WL[831.835]
;B[gm]BL[297.19]
;W[ho]WL[821.64]
;B[gn]BL[286.819]
;W[hn]WL[793.611]
;B[fo]BL[270.377]
;W[ep]WL[698.499]
;B[fp]BL[260.678]
;W[jl]WL[632.013]
;B[kn]BL[237.263]
;W[lm]WL[628.914]
;B[im]BL[230.802]
;W[kj]WL[576.354]
;B[lj]BL[224.101]
;W[jk]WL[574.437]
;B[kj]BL[221.778]
;W[io]WL[572.143]
;B[hk]BL[212.823]
;W[gk]WL[564.593]
;B[il]BL[211.9]
;W[hk]WL[562.075]
;B[jn]BL[210.897]
;W[hp]WL[535.333]
;B[iq]BL[204.231]
;W[hq]WL[533.63]
;B[ir]BL[193.76]
;W[hr]WL[531.925]
;B[gr]BL[182.169]
;W[is]WL[464.074]
;B[el]BL[142.928]
;W[jr]WL[458.356]
;B[kq]BL[114.678]
;W[kr]WL[446.483]
;B[lr]BL[106.759]
;W[gi]WL[422.515]
;B[hh]BL[93.313]
;W[kc]WL[408.125]
;B[ja]BL[67.673]
;W[ld]WL[394.479]
;B[jd]BL[9.767]
;W[hd]WL[389.744]
;B[di]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[dh]WL[368.756]C[This was a bad move on his part... no reason to save one tiny stone.]
;B[jq]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[js]WL[362.897]
;B[hs]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[gs]WL[360.144]
;B[fs]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[hs]WL[353.522]
;B[ls]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[fi]WL[350.045]
;B[jb]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[ga]WL[345.631]
;B[ej]BL[30]OB[5]LB[ci:1][in:5][go:2][jo:6][gp:3][gq:4][ks:7]C[From this point on, I hate to admit it... but I plodded along just hoping to start some ko battle that would possibly compensate for the group I was about to lose in some way... it wasn't so much I expected to win... but maybe bring the game closer?

My verdict on this behavior? Pathetic and beyond reproach. I should have just resigned. This wasn't a friendly game where I was playing to learn, this was a beyond hopeful game. Need proof? 

Let's see white's liberties....7. 

How many does black have? 1

I'm pretty sure it doesn't take more than a 30k to tell you black is pretty screwed.]
;W[dm]WL[336.454]
;B[go]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[oh]WL[326.915]
;B[qb]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[rc]WL[323.087]
;B[nh]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[es]WL[298.807]
;B[fr]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[oh]WL[290.044]
;B[re]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[rf]WL[278.375]
;B[nh]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[bl]WL[226.56]
;B[nj]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[pg]WL[223.372]
;B[oh]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[mo]WL[218.13]
;B[rg]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[sg]WL[207.566]
;B[sh]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[ri]WL[204.137]LB[sf:A]C[This was a mistake on his part. Should've just played at A.]
;B[sf]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[rk]WL[202.555]
;B[rj]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[sj]WL[200.908]
;B[qi]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[sk]WL[177.885]
;B[si]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[rl]WL[172.883]
;B[jo]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[dq]WL[143.416]
;B[gq]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[aj]WL[128.812]
;B[ci]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[ai]WL[123.948]
;B[in]BL[30]OB[3]C[Okay. So moment of truth. White finally has 2 liberties.  White should start the ko fight and just win solidly. ]
(;W[rb]WL[117.204]C[Too overconfident.]
;B[ks]BL[30]OB[3]C[Now what do you all think happened now? Many undo's were asked for. And I'm ashamed to admit that I wanted the win so much that I didn't give it to him. After all, this wasn't a misclick... this was just sheer overconfidence.]
;W[sp]WL[26.268]
;B[nm]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[nl]WL[23.623]
;B[ol]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[om]WL[22.416]
;B[ml]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[nn]WL[21.37]
;B[mm]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[rd]WL[20.315]
;B[er]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[ds]WL[18.483]
;B[eo]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[do]WL[16.977]
;B[ah]BL[30]OB[3]C[This move wasn't really sente. So bad endgame mistake on my part.]
;W[ak]WL[13.351]
;B[bi]BL[30]OB[3]C[Very gote and very pointless....]
;W[ck]WL[8.18]
;B[dl]BL[30]OB[3]LB[ka:A][sd:B][fm:D][rq:C]C[So maybe I poked out an eye... still better places to play.... For example... ANY of the labeled points.]
;W[qg]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[cl]BL[30]OB[3]C[Again.. too small....]
;W[fm]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[fl]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[en]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ac]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[ab]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ad]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[lp]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[kp]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[rq]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[sr]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[sd]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[se]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[pe]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[sg]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[qd]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[rh]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[mb]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[gp]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[ka]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[la]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[ia]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[op]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[np]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ha]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[ma]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ia]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[ka]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[on]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[oo]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[la]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[dk]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[bm]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ka]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[]BL[30]OB[3]TW[aa][ba][ca][ea][oa][pa][qa][ra][sa][cb][db][fb][ob][pb][qb][sb][cc][fc][oc][sc][md][pd][le][me][ne][nf][lg][al][sl][am][qm][rm][sm][an][bn][cn][dn][on][pn][qn][rn][sn][ao][bo][co][no][qo][ro][so][ap][bp][cp][op][rp][aq][bq][cq][ar][br][cr][as][bs][cs]TB[be][af][ef][ag][bg][dg][eg][fg][ch][dh][eh][ei][fi][gi][ni][ri][fj][gj][hj][gk][hk][ik][jk][nk][hl][jl][nl][hm][hn][ho][io][hp][jp][hq][hr][jr][kr][mr][gs][hs][is][js][ms][ns][os][ps][qs][rs][ss]C[And this is where he escaped.])
(;W[ia]LB[rb:A][op:B]C[The only real ko threat black has is A, but otherwise... nothing really. B is so miniscule it can't be seriously considered considering how big black's group is. And on that note, even A isn't a threat either.]))
(;B[gj]
;W[dj]
;B[dk]
;W[ck]
(;B[di]
;W[ej]
;B[dh]
;W[dg]
;B[cf]
;W[ci]
;B[ch]
;W[bi])
(;B[ej]
(;W[di]
;B[bh]
;W[aj]
;B[ai]
;W[ak]
;B[ci]C[Hmmm....])
(;W[ci]
;B[di]
;W[dh]
;B[bi]
;W[dj]
;B[ch]C[Crap.... I think my instinct to play G10 was correct. Sigh...])
(;W[ch]
;B[bh]
;W[dg]
;B[cf]
;W[bd]
(;B[be]
;W[ae])
(;B[ci]
;W[di]
;B[ak]
;W[bg]
;B[fi]
;W[be]
;B[dh]
;W[bf])))))
(;W[if]
;B[hf]
;W[ie]
;B[he]
;W[je]
;B[ke]
;W[kf]
;B[jd]
;W[jf]
;B[hd]
;W[hg]
;B[gg]
;W[hh]
;B[ii]
;W[gh]C[So many problems for black...I mean it's not a complete loss... but lots of weakness....]))
(;W[cd]
;B[bd]
;W[bc]
;B[bb]
;W[be]
;B[ac]
;W[cf]C[Ladder doesn't work at the moment, but you can see how this can be problematic.]))
