(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[0.50]TM[1800]OT[5x30 byo-yomi]
PW[bengozen]PB[Black]WR[7k]BR[8k]DT[2012-11-19]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]RE[B+Resign]
;B[cc]BL[1792.111]
;W[pp]WL[1791.969]
;B[cq]BL[1789.372]
;W[pd]WL[1789.926]
;B[dj]BL[1787.874]C[An interesting choice seeing as the first two moves are territorial. This move seems better suited for sanrensei.]
;W[pj]WL[1787.801]C[Black doesn't want sanrensei? I'll use it instead.]
;B[nc]BL[1784.141]
;W[pf]WL[1784.971]
;B[qc]BL[1779.243]
;W[pc]WL[1775.389]
;B[rd]BL[1776.704]
;W[qd]WL[1757.781]
;B[qb]BL[1765.95]
;W[pb]WL[1754.362]
;B[re]BL[1762.964]
;W[rf]WL[1716.624]
;B[pa]BL[1745.449]
;W[oa]WL[1703.205]
;B[qa]BL[1743.366]
(;W[ob]WL[1697.976]C[I chose the solid connection for fear of bad shape if Black extended to O17, but I realize now that my rationale is not correct. See variation.]
;B[sb]BL[1704.242]
;W[qe]WL[1680.091]C[This was so small... one of the signs of my emotional playing...]
;B[ne]BL[1665.67]
;W[jd]WL[1661.189]
;B[hd]BL[1661.577]
;W[dd]WL[1641.435]C[So I don't know any 3-3 joseki's, only that it is similar to the 3-3 invasion.]
;B[dc]BL[1657.013]
;W[ed]WL[1639.072]
;B[ec]BL[1655.052]
;W[cd]WL[1633.482]
;B[fd]BL[1653.116]C[After looking at Eidogo, everything is good till now.]
(;W[ch]WL[1630.962]C[Too soon. See variation.]
;B[bd]BL[1651.373]C[Letting Black hane on both ends of my stones really hurts now that I'm looking at it. Yowza....]
;W[be]WL[1624.138]
;B[bc]BL[1642.304]
;W[cf]WL[1610.501]
;B[ld]BL[1629.939]
;W[jf]WL[1600.568]
;B[jc]BL[1626.206]
;W[ic]WL[1585.128]
;B[id]BL[1619.371]
;W[kc]WL[1583.199]
;B[je]BL[1611.616]
;W[kd]WL[1571.718]
;B[ke]BL[1609.346]
;W[jb]WL[1557.702]
;B[lf]BL[1590.133]
;W[jp]WL[1522.458]C[This is slow. Approach move at D4 would be better.]
;B[hp]BL[1561.543]
;W[dp]WL[1507.77]
;B[dq]BL[1555.094]
;W[ep]WL[1505.911]
;B[eq]BL[1553.315]
;W[cp]WL[1501.267]
;B[fp]BL[1550.806]
;W[cl]WL[1497.54]
;B[bp]BL[1548.016]C[Same mistakes...]
;W[bo]WL[1490.794]
;B[bq]BL[1545.682]
;W[cn]WL[1489.762]C[On the upside, the left side is symmetrical! xD]
;B[cj]BL[1542.231]
;W[fj]WL[1485.177]C[Now begins a wild chase across the board...]
(;B[ei]BL[1538.983]C[Black asked for an undo which I happily gave her since I learned my lesson from a time I refused to give an undo to an opponent which turned nasty. After some discussion with thesirjay, I realized that I want to beat my opponents based on my strength, not on misclicks or refusal to give undo's. Tournaments are a different story though. ;)]
;W[ff]WL[1463.444]
;B[fe]BL[1532.41]
;W[ef]WL[1455.133]
;B[fi]BL[1519.973]
;W[hf]WL[1440.977]
;B[if]BL[1505.065]
;W[ig]WL[1438.732]
;B[ie]BL[1502.506]
;W[jg]WL[1431.66]
;B[hb]BL[1479.779]
;W[mb]WL[1423.87]
;B[hc]BL[1472.14]
;W[fo]WL[1410.995]
;B[go]BL[1468.246]
;W[fn]WL[1409.91]
;B[hi]BL[1455.345]
;W[gh]WL[1398.14]
;B[gi]BL[1452.161]
;W[ji]WL[1372.303]
;B[ik]BL[1442.457]
;W[gn]WL[1358.52]
;B[hn]BL[1439.804]
;W[hm]WL[1356.141]
;B[in]BL[1437.981]
;W[im]WL[1349.647]
;B[ij]BL[1432.768]
;W[gk]WL[1338.205]
;B[jm]BL[1426.329]
;W[jl]WL[1321.127]
;B[il]BL[1412.08]
;W[km]WL[1299.696]
;B[jn]BL[1409.585]
;W[hl]WL[1295.36]
;B[jj]BL[1387.415]
;W[ki]WL[1289.918]
;B[kj]BL[1385.199]
;W[mh]WL[1281.118]
;B[lj]BL[1380.673]
;W[kl]WL[1260.477]LB[nl:A]C[Too slow. Should've let black have one eye and finish constricting the group by playing A instead.]
;B[nj]BL[1371.141]
;W[mi]WL[1256.444]
;B[mj]BL[1368.837]
;W[oh]WL[1251.281]
;B[kn]BL[1365.721]
;W[ml]WL[1244.381]
;B[nl]BL[1356.721]
;W[mm]WL[1240.611]
;B[nm]BL[1354.004]
;W[mn]WL[1239.104]
;B[nn]BL[1333.783]
;W[mo]WL[1230.328]
;B[no]BL[1330.468]C[Black gains so much strength here to possibly live.]
;W[np]WL[1209.473]
;B[mp]BL[1319.846]
;W[lp]WL[1207.622]
;B[op]BL[1317.535]
;W[nq]WL[1199.564]
;B[oq]BL[1315.35]
;W[nr]WL[1184.818]
;B[or]BL[1301.589]
;W[qq]WL[1171.959]
;B[po]BL[1297.99]
;W[qo]WL[1170.334]
;B[pn]BL[1294.286]
;W[qn]WL[1158.036]
;B[qm]BL[1282.878]
;W[rm]WL[1133.909]
;B[rl]BL[1271.744]
;W[ql]WL[1115.592]
;B[pm]BL[1268.628]LB[rn:A]C[At this point. I'm just staring at A and thinking it would be bad if Black played there.... but I ignore my rationality and continue to play recklessly to kill the group.]
;W[rk]WL[1110.442]
;B[qr]BL[1248.629]
;W[pq]WL[1062.424]
;B[pr]BL[1244.966]
;W[rq]WL[1056.944]
;B[rr]BL[1236.443]
;W[ok]WL[1022.305]
;B[nk]BL[1230.251]
;W[ol]WL[1015.351]LB[sn:A]C[I thought this would be sente.... but she still needs another eye tops.... should just play at A instead....]
;B[rn]BL[1184.147]C[Regret and despair setting in now.]
;W[sl]WL[903.459]
;B[ro]BL[1179.244]C[At this point I'm just angry at myself for losing the R3 group and failing to kill the entire group. ]
;W[gq]WL[862.924]C[I exploit some aji here...]
;B[gp]BL[1169.219]
;W[hq]WL[859.318]
;B[ip]BL[1157.242]
;W[iq]WL[855.558]
;B[fq]BL[1155.013]C[With my incredibly broken fighting spirit, I failed to survey the board and realized I was ahead by a large margin... and I resign here.])
(;B[fi]BL[1537.935]C[Black's misclick.]
;W[ej]WL[1483.225]))
(;W[bc]
;B[bb]
;W[bd]
;B[gc]
;W[dh]C[Joseki sequence.]))
(;W[nb]
;B[oc]
;W[mc]
;B[ob]C[Let Black have the stone.]
;W[nd]
;B[na]
;W[od]
;B[oa]
;W[jd]C[White looks so much better.]))
